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Already summer?

Wow.. haven’t been on tumblr for AWHILEEE and I can’t believe summer is right around the corner! What was I doing this whole time, not enjoying life? Life is passing by while I’m still in school and GOING TO BE in school for the next I-don’t-know-how-many-more-years.. People always told me that once I turn 21, life is going to be a breeze and the next thing I know, that I’m going to be 30. But, I feel like that now.. I feel like time has gone by so fast, it’s kind of scary. O_O I’m already graduating next year. Felt like I graduated high school like couple weeks ago. I can’t believe Esther is going to be a Sophomore in college, my nephew is already in the 4th grade, dad is going to retire soon, and I still can’t believe I’m legal. 

Felt like I came back from Nicaragua like a couple of months ago, but it’s already that season of the month to start preparing for summer mission.. wow.. 

Decisions, decisions, decisions, life is so full of hard, stupid, and important decisions. God hear my prayers __________

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I can&#8217;t remember this time when I use to play so freely and happily without worrying about due dates, exams and quizzes that I had to study for, and worrying what my future would be if I screwed up on one exam..
Looking back, time has passed sooo fast and the reality of going out in the real world is scary. I have only one more year left in school and then into the manipulating world I go.
I miss those innocent days. ______

I can’t remember this time when I use to play so freely and happily without worrying about due dates, exams and quizzes that I had to study for, and worrying what my future would be if I screwed up on one exam..

Looking back, time has passed sooo fast and the reality of going out in the real world is scary. I have only one more year left in school and then into the manipulating world I go.

I miss those innocent days. ______

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eunjpark:

… I realized the other day that:

I need to BALANCE and DISTRIBUTE my care/interest in people. The thing with me is that I either care way too much or I just don’t give a damn at all. It’s black or white, yes or no, do or don’t, play or work, quiet or loud, fast or slow, fake…

As I was reading Eunj’s post.. I felt a little bit of guilt.. But how can I care for those who pretends to care for me? How can I care for those who doesn’t even care for me? And how can I care for those who are assholes that care for only themselves? It’s hard to care and respect others when those people in return are pretty much assholes. Just like Eunj, my decisions are either white or black, small or big, tall or short, etc. So it’s either I like you or I don’t.

I always say that people and friends are just obstacles that we encounter in our lives to better ourselves and to go through experiences together. As of now, that hasn’t changed. Maybe just a little, but  not so much. But caring about others is so hard! Especially when they are people that I dislike! Arghhh..

It’s time for me to pray and ask God for help ____

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Hello.

My first entry and this is hard… thanks eunj for PRESSURING me into this. lol. okay. bye.